Family bonding is just the best thing for me. Whether it be eating dinner on Sunday nights, or watching TV on random afternoons, or just sharing stories on Manila car trips, it’s different when you do it with your family. I just love this feeling. I love my family.
I was never really this expressive, but I think it’s part of growing up that you learn how to say sorry, how to say you miss them, how to say you love them… I’m happy I learned how to open up, ‘coz I know we’ll be having more fun. This is just the beginning, wait till we graduate (Ahia and I). Wait till Dad and Mom retires. Wait till we get over the financial obstacles that we have. We will have the best times of our lives travelling and living life as a strong, happy family.
And I hope my orgmates, schoolmates and whoever understand me when I tend to spend more time at home than how I used to. I got a comment/criticism before that I don’t bond with my co-members anymore, maybe compared to how I used to. But you see, when I go to school, I do so many things. I go to different offices to talk to people, I do my academics, I attend SO MANY meetings (which can get a bit tiring and boring), I meet with my groupmates, and attend classes. My classes don’t really have breaks in between so I really don’t have time to mingle with others. You may say that I could go to school earlier, so I have time to bond with them… But then, this feeling when I’m at home is just different. Before, I never really cared if I spent more time in school than at home… But now, there’s just a big difference, and even if you don’t give me the position I want, I don’t care for as long as I’m free with my time to be with whoever I want to.
During weekends, of course I do my org stuff. (Apparently I have 2, make it 3 coz I have two positions in 1 org) I do so many posters, I update websites, I make papers, I update people, get updates from people, and so on. I also attend to my academics.
So I hope, that even if they don’t see me personally, I hope they feel that I’m doing my task. I work at home, and I don’t see anything wrong with that. I hope they see it the way I see things. :)
Goodnight! Early to school tomorrow! See you! :)
I'm Ces Cabatuando